My heart was racing like a sprinter

Sat, 04 Mar 2006 16:29:31 GMT

ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fri, 30 Dec 2005 01:16:28 GMT

depression.

Thu, 22 Dec 2005 03:07:00 GMT

bonnie & mike got engaged , which is exciting. shop is miserable and I argue with lunch ladies all day and stare at vanessa sick in the fucking head keyes while kayleigh mccormack talks about being homecoming queen.Work work work. I spent some time with bonnie today and I must say it felt good. I have not been seeing much of my friends lately, actually nobody at all. It seems like I do the same thing every single day. I have d.s.l now which is nice. goodnight.

Fri, 09 Dec 2005 21:46:20 GMT

ErIcA6673: go to hell
ErIcA6673: love vanessa
ErIcA6673: just kidding
ErIcA6673: <3
Mnurse1965: vanessa watch your mouth
ErIcA6673: she was kidding
ErIcA6673: hehehaahah
ErIcA6673: when am i going for the shot
Mnurse1965: I want her to show some respect
Mnurse1965: monday
ErIcA6673: mom it was me and i was kidding
ErIcA6673: i cant fucking go monday
ErIcA6673: omgggggg
ErIcA6673: ekk did not mean that
ErIcA6673: omnggg i was not thinking
Mnurse1965: what the hell are you saying
ErIcA6673: that was a wrong im sorry
Mnurse1965: erica if you want to be punished keep going
Mnurse1965: i am not one of your jackass FRIENDS

So I was talking to my mom online and totally spaced out who I was talking to I suck.

Thu, 08 Dec 2005 20:47:16 GMT

Isnt it fucked up how someone your care about and love so much can lie to your fucking face on a daily basis!? hmm wicked cute.

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 23:00:04 GMT

haha would you believe it erica gifford finally got a fucking job!

awkward pictures.

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 00:38:47 GMT

hellooo, okay so my computer is finally working and that excites me. I am getting d.s.l and that also excites me. This weekend has been great. I saw vanessa and mel two people I dont see often. I wish things were back to the way they use to be also when me chantel and vanessa were each others everyday jam :) I love them. So this weekend I went christmas shopping and it was really difficult. Living in my new house is extremely AWKWARD! so quiet....... I miss alot of things!

I MISS ALL OF THIS TIMES TEN!

Thu, 01 Dec 2005 20:24:39 GMT

Happy birthday damn vaness.

but, you are not fucking 16<3

Sat, 26 Nov 2005 17:05:57 GMT

I knew this point would come, but I didnt know when it would hit me. I am sitting in my house all alone. It is empty and depressing. It is almost time for me to move. I have so many memories in my life that have taken place in this house. Also I had that comfort with the neighborhood. I look around my house and think of all the different things that have happened including the good and the bad. I am realizing how much I will miss it. Im use to living on the ave , with constant loud noises, drunken bar fights, blasting music etc. Now I am moving to a quiet peaceful neighborhood. I know this post will probably not mean anything to anyone, but I had to get my feelings out because I have not been talking to anyone about how I feel lately.

Fri, 25 Nov 2005 01:26:00 GMT

I almost fucking beat the shit out of my uncles 27 yr old mexican girlfriend that is in a gang. FUCK HER SHE IS A FUCKING SLUT!
Im with vanessa and she is being nice to me, and I think I love it so therefore I am thankful for vanessa keyes.
Ps: are you aware that she has her septum pierced?
I love erica looker<3

Tue, 22 Nov 2005 01:53:14 GMT

ok so I was strolling through walwart today, and made the greatest discovery! MOONSHOES ARE BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so fucking getting some.

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 23:50:33 GMT

I miss vanessa and chantel.
If I dont hangout with them soon, im going to drop some bows.
They are my best friends and I am depressed with out them in my life.

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 17:02:15 GMT

I am not happy.
I've concluded that I am too nice.
This results to people taking advantage of me.
IM FUCK SICK OF THIS.

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 03:48:59 GMT

ok so this weekend was awkward!
It honeslty consisted of me moving things into my new house.
depressing if you ask me.
So theres a few people I miss ALOT (VANESSA & CHANTEL) !!!!
saturday I saw mel & erica looker it was fun!
Sunday more packing arthur came over , hung out with my brother, ashpage and sonya came to visit !!
mike and bonnie took me out for a milkshake and we drove around listening to the beatles haha what an amazing night !
The end.

how can I forget I went to the curtain factory!!

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 22:27:45 GMT

ok so this is insane!
-I have two job interviews tommorow.
-I am definately moving soon.
-Im getting a cell phone.
BEST OF ALL I SHOULD BE GETTING A CAR!

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 17:42:47 GMT

So im not feeling to well...I feel depressed and im taking everything to heart, maybe I shouldnt :( I constantly feel like im losing everything I have. I need some sort of balance in my life. Thanks for all my friends that are there for me and have been there for me in the past. I need to realize what and who matters to me! I try my hardest to be as nice as I possibly can and maybe sometimes I do say stupid things in a joking manor which I need to stop, I appologize to anyone I have ever offended ! there is not much more I can say. Sorry if im acting awkward lately I need to find myself.
Now I must talk but the good things in life.. IM MOVING NEXT TO MEL!

wef,rtg8j.p;i9.ljuyfp[h,9bioprsgyv;!

Sun, 16 Oct 2005 03:25:31 GMT

I must say today was a good day!
-Got a light finally put in my room ( thank you guatomolins)
-ate subway :)
-went to vanessas for the first time in a longtime and it felt good
-Went to a play which was fun!
-dustyn carissa and maeve can dance better than you
-me and chantel can old fashion grind
-i LOVE vanessas hair
-life is pretty good!

P.s. for the old lady that was questioning us at the play your ugly and you wish you could touch our human bodies!

Sun, 09 Oct 2005 16:13:46 GMT

Hi my name is erica and I miss vanessa and mel♥

Fri, 30 Sep 2005 19:01:49 GMT

As you can see I cant fucking spell!
:)

Thu, 29 Sep 2005 20:33:49 GMT

I GOT MY LICNESE!
<3

Sat, 24 Sep 2005 17:44:44 GMT

All week I havent felt like myself... I wondered why I was acting this way.im not optimistic, feeling down, sick to my stomach,not caring....then I realized that I have a huge piece of me missing.I know nobody really cares or understands where im getting at with this. But I miss arthur so much and you dont know how it feels to have someone you love so much so far away. I wish there was something I can do. If I am lucky I see him once or twice a week...I dont know what to do with my self I feel so down. I know there will be times were I dont see him for a month or so.. I dont expect anyone to comment on this but I had to get it out.
:(

Thu, 15 Sep 2005 22:35:27 GMT

Going for my license on monday!

Wed, 07 Sep 2005 23:53:46 GMT

The summer came to an end and I wouldnt have wanted it to end any other way. Me,chantel,vanessa,mel,dustyn,andrew,kendra,ashley gifford and ja went to erica lookers to have a pool party. Me & ashley jumped in the pool with are clothes on. I literally scootered in the pool! haha. mel made pizza which was really good. me,mel,ash,and erica made up band and we were playing :). IT WAS FUCKING AMAZING. ok so today I went to school and it was awkward! everyone was being awkward and its was errrrrrr!!!!!!! I am still in A weeks :0). CHANTEL ROEBUCK IS IN TWO OF MY CLASSES! that is a joke. I love my friends<3 in the morning we were all in the auditorium and I came to the conclusion that we were not at school, we were at a MYSPACE CONVENTION! dont ask questions ! hmm... me and chantel got the honors of eating lunch with candi taylor! if thats not good what is? Now I am at home chilling and soaking up this really awkwark, but yet funny day. <33
THANKYOUALLOFMYFRIENDSFORGIVINGMEANAMAZINGSUMMER!

AHHHHHH SCHOOL!!

Fuck school MYSPACE!

candi Taylor<3

Sat, 03 Sep 2005 03:27:03 GMT

Another exciting day!
Some crazy stalker bitch imed me and threatened my life. Umm..wicked cute! She knows all my information thats also kind of cute! Amand torres, erica looker,vanessa keyes, and ashpage slept over my house it was lots of fun !! In the morning me chantel her mom and jada went to providence place mall. I bought a bag and a sweater :) . Then we went to an extremely awkward restaurant were we sat with random people....no questions asked!
Umm ... went back to chantels and we did summer work haha we were being badass and copying things word for word .ok well I feel like dancing ghjyuygftbftyuk guhnbghgh;ygjiok
,jhgnjk,l; j,hjo;[j9jpfhyopj;9u!!!!!!!!!!!

bestfriend party.

CHANTEL JUST HUGGED ME :0)

Wed, 31 Aug 2005 04:42:22 GMT

Today was a good day. Woke up at twelve and went out with bonnie.We went school shopping. Then we went to clean her car. After that we ended up at family dollar buying awkward things and counting dirty change while listening to funny music haha dont ask questions. Then I went out with arthur and he thought me how to drive a standard. Then we saw duece bigalow european gigalow which I definately recommend becaus it was hillarious!
<33